Evilyn81

And I am creating once again!

the state of affairs are not necessarilly the way that they are supposed to be. It seems like everyone seems to have their own agendas. I have my own and because of this, there is a sense of sepreration and relationships are based less and less on appreciation and affection but on convience and  legalitys... I am in fear for mankind and when I say mankind I just mean men. When did "I miss you" become an excuse to turn and  run awy from the ones you love.. Just a thought. e! By the way men suck! Shadowboxer Once my lover, now my friend What a cruel thing to pretend What a cunning way to condescend Once my lover, and now my friend O

I think that all loves leave a stain. Not an imprint but a definite blotchy stain. It is the kind of stain that reminds me that I have so much to offer and I have been wasting my kindess on those that truly don't deserve it. The sickness that love brinds tends to hinder my proper synapse relays and causes major blockage with my ordinarily rational thinking. This disease is rather involving. However I do like to be involved. I wonder what Katie is up to. Bowling last night was fun. I had never bowled. I find I was pretty good at it as well. Or at least I got better with time. The spirts were with me. I loved it perhaps another time when the